Trust me, god or divine power in any form is outside my realm. I am not a believer. Far from it, I see myself as a freethinker.
Yet facing insurmountable hurdles like anyone else, I hit bottom rock and no light was in sight. Deep down alone and helpless, what else could I do apart from repeatedly indulging myself in suicidal thoughts?
There I was, with Brian Ang Teacher. Initial reaction was, of course, suspicion. But soon enough I found myself overwhelmed with disbelief. It was as if I revealed my mind, but with my mouth zipped this time. Brian Ang Teacher read my mind from head to toe. He does not give me light. Instead, he sets me on blazing fire. Pure magical moment. With anxiety and depression gone, came prowess and relief. It is impossible to exaggerate. Truth be told, some sort of divine power is at work.
I am regret that I did not approach Teacher sooner, but I am happy that I overcame my feeling of stupidity and launched my first step. After all, BETTER LATE THAN NEVER.
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